Like a bird in a cage.

Pimples are loving me, homework is gonna pile up like a mountain, haven get any CNY clothes, getting braces after CNY. 

Life these days

WOW~ it's a long time since the last time i blogged. Well, a few things happen within this few week but i dun really rem. So let's just forget about it, 'potassium'?
*pss pss * tell you all something, i use to spell potassium as pottasium instead of potassium! HAHAHHA xD 

Last week wasnt a good week for me. Make that for EVERYONE. It's an exam week! Plus i'm sick. If normal sick then nvm lah but this time my type of sick is like.... the kind of sick that will annoy ppl! Seriously, somebody was annoyed by my cough. But cant blame lah, cos i was annoyed by it too! HAHA
*pss pss* tell you something, i think my stomach is building muscle d! muahahahhaha 

Ok, done with the 'pss pss'. Although my exam's over, tmr i still have to go through some lecture from my english teacher. FYI, the exam was seriously hard k! Plus i dun have enough time! My english is so doomed! X.X

This time, last year, i was happily enjoying in Sabah.

NOW? 

Happily being tortured by exams! :D

An amazing experience.

3.15 
Tr Ming Yuen : 4 Amberians, see you down stairs in 5 min. Rem to bring your permission form and googles. Otherwise, no water rocket for you!
And so, the Amberians started packing their bags.
4.30 in the playground/football field 
Me : Can we start walking back now? I'm gonna miss my bus soon!
BTW, school ends at 4.45.
4.58
Me : Oh no! the bus has left me! owh well, too bad. wait for the next 1 ba.
5.23
Metro 13 bas reached the bus stop. I got into the bus.
While in the bus, i was half sleeping.
No idea what time.
I was in PJ Hilton. -.-
And i realise, I"M LOSTTTTTT!
hahhahahahahahah!

ok, i lazy d lah! the end.
Lots of hw and coursework not done yet. so TATA! see you next time~
PS : i'm so dead meat this friday! X.X

GOOD LUCK

I'm officially announcing that i'm not a SMKKK student anymore. :(:
Anyway, they are gonna have their mid term exam starting tmr!! GOOD LUCK GUYS!!!! All the best~ :DD
Be patient until the hols! Cos after that, we are SOOOOO gonna turn the world upside-down! TO CELEBRATE~~~~ <3

 with ♥, Break a leg! ;)
hahas. xD

Speak to him for there is no born wise.

May be something bad too. :/

Iron Man compare to carb,
Iron Man is just so very VERY tiny. 

A day of freedom is equl to a day of undisciplined-ness, unorganised-ness and last but not least, untidy-ness taking place EVERY MINUTE. What a waste of your PRECIOUS day!! I hate this kindda feeling but... i'm still doing it. :/ 

Wanna noe something?? 

I slept at 4 last night and woke up at 2 this morning afternoon. >< 

ARGH!! and i planned to study today!! Looks like my plan FAILED. :( 

Seriously needa catch up lah!!!!!

Be more hardworking lah MICHELLE!!!!! >:( !

Seems like i will be sleeping late tonight again. D: 

A whole new world~

Today's the 1st day of me in Ace. hmm... it is really diff there!! In fact, SO MUCH diff than government schools~ I like this school!~ One of the MAJOR reason is i dun have to study the subs i dislike. HORAYYY!! :D Secondly, it's fun there and students there are so friggin friendly and helpful~ :DD My pleasure meeting them! :D
But there are some hesitations~ :/ Firstly of cos is related to the syllable. It's so much tougher there and all of it depends on yourself. But... i'm not trained to do that~ :( I scared i can blend in and ended up ... .
haiz... dilemma ah dilemma~ !!!!!! T.T~
Most of all, I DONT WANNA LEAVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!!! T__________________T ahhhhhhh~ jiu ming a!!!!!!!!! zen me ban?! )':

Caos~

Woooooooo~

Tomorrow is such a hectic day!! FULL schedule and they clashes!!!!! D': and i'm no good in playing sudoku you noe. Anyhow, i still have to rearrange it!

9 - 11 cambridge
10.30 - 12 bio
12 - 1.30 BM
1.30 - 3 phy
3 onwards telematch meeting
after that gotta rush to shemun's house for BHYC meeting until 6.
WALOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Now the problem is cambridge!!
Morning sure cannot edi loh. clash with bio. The next class is from 4 - 6! Which i cant miss too. Cos i'll be missing BHYC meeting. HOW LEH???????
It's either i miss half an hour or bio or i skip BHYC meeting! But i cant skip BHYC's meeting as i'm holding an important post. So i decided to skip half and hour of bio! hehe~ Case settled?? Hope so~ Dun come up with any sudden changes ar! Or else i'm gonna KILL ORANG!!!!!!! hehe~ nah, i very 'wen rou' 1~ HAHAHAHHAHAHa... not funny. ==

I'm not a good decision-er 

but i believe in the decisions i made. 

:)

click

sudden really like this song. hahaha~

Lion King! <3 

Going different ways, huh?

I may be changing school. :/ To Ace. But another school had caught my attention. You can NEVER resist it!! Seriously. It's so friggin attractive!!!!!!! But... one more thing, the price is even more attractive. haiz haiz... what to do?? Should i change??

Grab a flower and start being cruel to it.
should i~
shouldn't i~ 
should i~
shouldn't i~
should i~
shouldn't i~
should i~
shouldn't i~
should i~
shouldn't i~
should i~
shouldn't i~
...
...
...

Appreciate

Enjoy while you can.

Explore while you can.

Have fun while you can.

But dont go over the limit.

Lastly, appreciate everything you have and dont complain.

Because you are already the luckiest kid in the whole wide world.

You always look on the negative side of thing. Why dont you be more positive? To you, the grass on the other side is always greener. Why dont you take a look at yours? It can be rainbow colour if you want it to be. It all depends on how you look at things. Said by someone to someone.
Use a different angel to observe things and maybe you can gain something new. Something extra ordinary~  And that something will be yours forever. ;)

Observe~

Wow... i din noe our school have such a nice view from my sit during the exams~ the beauty scenery is all MINE and it had companied me through out the whole exam~ :) I love the peacefulness of it~ ^^

Oh ya, did i tell you that my monthly test has finally come to an end?? And you know what?? It's holiday from now on! Weeeee.... But... i'll be worrying abt my results the whole holiday~ D: Hmm... i got some of my results back edi. They turn out not bad~ but... not my expected marks. :( Owh well, work harder next time! I'm sure i will get my imaginary marks one day! ;)

And one more thing, although the scenery during the exam is beautiful but... it's makes me sleepy ALL THE TIME! :/ hhahahahha... ;) How i wish i can have a camera with me that time~

Oh ya!! One last thing! hehe~ xD i finally finished my MASTER PIECE!! The duty roaster for 4 Sc 3!! WAHAHHAHHAHA.... damn happy! It's finally done after 2 months?! I really love this duty roaster because it's done by me, ann ri, shemun, glen, yiting, ryan, weiping (aka putnam), eugene, aaron and a few more!! Ahh!!~ I love it a lot lah! haha... xD How i wish i am holding a camera that time! :/

okay~ now i'm done crapping.
Bye bye~ xD

Escape

Ahhh... whenever exam is near~ i will be like, why do we needa have exams? Why do we needa study sej? IT"S USELESS!! Why this Why that~ But when you're thinking all these why(s), why dont you think a way to overcome it?
I used to ask myself this too, i really did. The answer is michelle lim (aka me) is too lazy to study. :/

Ahh!! How i wish i am at a beach now. Then i can scream till my throat burst! And maybe admit into the hospital and dun have to sit for this exam. :/
omg, i'm such a scary cat!! :O an escape-er! D: OH NOOOooooooo..... 
owh well, i hate you sej~ :)

Hmm.. but there is one thing i like about exams, it's peaceful in the class~ so quiet. :) So i decided to be greedy and enjoy that few days of peacefulness. That's why you can still see me in the class taking those unnecessary exams. :D
See how powerful 'quiet' is?

haha~ okay. Done crapping! Back to STUDIES!

look out of the window.

 maybe you can discover something new?

;)

Teaching~

A teacher SHOULD teach in an interesting manner. A pupil, on the other hand, MUST learn in a SMART WAY. A teacher can show the way, a student must work towards it. 
:)

Learning...

is part of life. For me, learning how to let go and hold back your tears is hard. So the easiest way to face it is SMILE! :DD
hmm... but you know what's the hardest?? Bio, phy, chem... and most of all, SEJARAH!!!!!!!! AHH! and exam is coming!! STUDY STUDY STUDY!! If not i think i'm gonna change school. but now... i feel like changing even if i got my unexpected result... :/
Oh ya, my dad wants me to be a prefect next year. He say i should learn to take up some responsibility now. And this is all RECHEL LIM SI YING'S fault!! hmm... is it fun being a prefect?? Let's hope so~ :)

group photo~ <3

us pouting! hahhahaha...

awww... gonna miss her laughter. :)

awwwwwwwwww....

SO FREGGIN CUTE!! 

<3 <3 <3

:D

It's coming...

Although there is something that you dont want it to come/happen but this is it~ It's part and puzzle of life~ It will all happen just sooner or later. So we are gonna face it with a smile, shall we? ;)

PS : there are two sleeping beauties

behind me and they are so cute!!

hahahhahaha.... xD

<3

hmm... is this real?

Love birds, READ THIS! :) haha~ Especially to my friends. Hope this can assist you. ;)

Fall in love?How to know?

Firstly,what is love? Love is feeling that you realy care or can lead you to obsession.

Have you ever fall in love FOR REAL??or its just admire and crush.

Psychologist said,it takes 90seconds and 4 minutes to decide if you fancy someone.

Its not what you said,some people don't want to admit that they are in love with someone.

But we can see it thru

55%-body languages

38%- Tone and speed of your voices

7% - what you say

3 stages of love

Lust-powerful feeling with someone

Attraction- Intense feeling with physical and personality attraction toward another 

person

Attachment-Powerful bonds,always together

Dont understand?

Forget about it!! Hahaha.its confusing.

♡Ok! signs that you fall in love!!♡

1.You miss him/her fastly even after you meet him/her

2.You think of him/her before you sleep

3.when you wake up,you think of him/her

4.When him/her smile at you,your heart beat faster

5.You listen to a love/slow song and think of him/her

6.You read again and again his/her test,any conversation many times

7.When you and him/her together,you become nervous/shy and you don't want the time to

 end.

8.You smile when you hear message tone, receive a message and hope,its him/her.

9.You've forgotten your ex ( If you have ex)

10.you want to have same interest with him/her

11.You cant stay mad at him/her for more than a minute or two.Actualy you try hard 

to stay mad.

12.You'll walk really slow when you with him/her

13.When he call or just listen to his voice you smile suddenly

14.When you look at him/her you cant see other people surrounding you.You only 

see him/her

15.you'll get high by the smell of him/her

16.You realize that you smile to yourself whenever you think of him

17.When you read this in your mind is him/him whole time!

Gotcha! WoW! Whose that?

♡Physical Change♡

❥Pimples

❥ Very hygienic (To be neat and clean)

❥  Introverted (usually)

❥ Happy (Pretending)

❥  OA (Over Acting if the someone is coming over)

❥  Planner (How to seize the attention of someone)

  
Symptoms

❥Anxiety (For what they have felt)

❥  Loss of appetite (Occupied mind with someone)

❥Day Dreaming (Always thinking about the future, in short 

ambitious always associated with loss of hearing)

❥ Inspired (to impress the someone)

❥ Happy go lucky                     

❤ For the one who want to decide, to ask, and be in relationship❤

->Is it this true?I'm in love for real?Am I serious with her?

ღAsk yourselfღ

✿Am I willing to wait for this person if s/he is not ready to have sex?'✿

✿ 'Would I feel the same way if s/he gained weight?'✿

✿'Am I willing to sacrifice my dreams to allow her/his dreams to come true?'✿

✿ 'Do I respect and admire her/him?'✿

✿ 'Would I feel the same way if s/he got sick?'✿

'If you two were in an argument, would you feel the same way?'

✿If you answered 'No' to any of these questions, think about why you gave that answer.

 Is it a lack of trust? Is it because you're afraid? Is it selfishness? 

Do you need more time to get to know each other?✿

✿If you answered 'Yes' to all of these questions, wow, you feel very strongly

 about this person. It sounds like you're in love✿

Some info thanx to teenadvice.com =]

probably can help some people if they are confuse.

So how?now you know your true feeling?hehe.Goodluck!

Clash

Tomorrow i'm going for caroling but 1 thing, I HAVE CAMBRIDGE!!!!!!! I totally forgot abt it! WHAT NOW?! ahhhhhhh... why am i so forgetful?!!!! Why didnt i rem this earlier?! ish!!!!!! This is so annoying! == 

Maybe some pictures can distract me? hmm... let's see, CNY pictures! :))

TADA~~~~~~~~~~

notice anything here?
there is something special abt this.
slowly think ba~
haha.. xD
:P

do they look alike?? hahahahahah...
anit this just cute or what.
hahahahah...
damn funny lah! 

this thingy is kindda DUSTY.
hahahaha... xD

PS : HELPPPPPPP!!!!!!

what abt tmr???

haiz...

:(

random

This sucks! :/

Preperations~

There is 1 thing i hate the most when CNY is near. That is i have to tidy all my stuff!!!!!!!!!! I HATE TIDYING!!!!!!!! But if i dun tidy, my room is like a rubbish bin! Or worse. I wouldn't want my bedroom to look messy when others come to my house to visit, do i?

AHHHHHH!!!!!! There are just too many RUBBISH!!!!!!! I wonder where they come from. When i needed them, they're gone missing. And now, when i dun need them the most, THEY ARE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! == ... aint that stupid?! Why dont you just continue being missing? ==

Ah! Very tired edi la! Tomorrow 2 pak and lai ku's family is coming to my house for dinner~ Gotta go to market in the morning and prepare the dining table. This is also why i dislike to stay in a big house! THEY ALWAYS CHOOSE OUR HOUSE TO HAVE DISCUSSIONS OR GATHERING!! Cos as you know, I HATE TO TIDY!! GET IT?! I DONT LIKE TIDYING!!!!!! argh!

i wanna sleep edi la! if not tmr cant wake up then kena lecture again. ==

Friends forever~

:O tomorrow is the day~ THE DAY~

Owh well, i think things are kindda settled?? Let's hope it is. ;))
She is a really great friend! YA KNOW?!?! GREAT FREIND! I really dun wanna lose such a friend. It's my lost if it does happen! D: I LOVE YOU WM!! [ not like she's gonna read my posts. :) ]

Went for bio tuition today, and you know what?! There are only 3 of us!! WOHOO~ AWESOME!! hahahaha.. xD no regrets joining that class! Thanks shemun for abandoning me and i changed my mind and went to that class~  haha... xD LOVE THAT CLASS! May it stay the way it is?? pls? :)) 

DAMN SLEEPY~ But homework not done! :O HELP~~~~~~~~~ 

i wanna sleep~ :(

Plus, TMR GOT SEJARAH!!!!!!!!!! stupidddddddddddd!!!!!!! eyer! GTG LA! not enough time to complete everything edi! ==

From bad to worse.

Went merentas desa yesterday and now my leg is so pain! But then i enjoyed the journey with emily's company. Thanks em! :)
After that we went to Mcd as we are going to celebrate seng sin's birthday there. We walk from Mcd to bubble tea corner and then to Oncidium's basketball court!
After the celebration, some of us have to go to shemun's house for caroling practice. They went back home while i'm the only 1 that stay back until the caroling. Was damn tired.

Something horrible happened yesterday too. When i say horrible, IT IS REALLY HORRIBLE! I'm so dead next tuesday! DEAD! She is so gonna be sad and emo and what-so-ever. And i'm gonna be so DEAD! X.X ...  save me somebody~!
But i think i did the right thing. Of cos not the whole thing, only some of it. Moreover, it's time for her to learn too. :)

<3 :)

BFFs~